Blessings, Bunnies, and Bats

Happy Easter. After several sad and angry posts I think Im back to my own self again! I am determined to make the most of a wonderful Easter day. All I wanna do is rush home and see the kiddos find there basket and enjoy themselves.

We told Mariah yesterday who about santa and the Easter Bunny. I think we have done a pretty good job keeping such a secret. I can remember how I found out. Seeing mom roll that bike in the living room. Such a devistation. Mariah will be 13 this year, lol, yep she is a little old, but you want to keep there innocence as long as possible. She took it well, maybe she sorda had an idea, after all most of her friends dont believe in this. Ahhhh.... shes growing up.

I really wished jordan felt better than what he did. i look forward to the 7th when they can get him in and get the surgery done. I pray it works, I hate the thoughts of going to another hospital like we did when he was 2. So sad for him... But his spirits are great!

We had a little birthday party over at Taras today, Tristian turns 2 on Easter Sunday! We got her a little tee with bat and balls. The set come with 2 balls. I sat one on the tee and Bella was holding one. When I handed Tristan the bat and told her to hit the ball, I am guessing she assumed the one Bella was holding cause she walked right up to her and clunked little Mrs Bella in the head. (ummmm sorry about that). I do think give or take a swat or two in the wrong direction the party was very successful.

Going into this Easter day I feel fortunate and so greatful to be the child of the most high father, to have my life saved and know what Love is. Forgive me Lord for getting in the hustle of the world, and forgeting to take the time out to be still and just know that you have a plan. Thank you Lord for loving me enough to be nailed to a cross, thank you Lord for loving me enough to die for me, and thank you Lord for rising so that we shall have eternal life with you. Forgive me Lord for sinned, I am so thankful you have came into my heart and saved me!

Easter bunnies and Egg hunts are super, but lets not forget the real reason we are clebrateing today, and its not to see Peter Cottontail come hoping down the bunny trail.