I have had a really hard day today as you can tell from my previous post. Jordan has been doing okay this evening, hes still haveing bursts of nausea and some cramping. He has slept most of the day. I think I was really hard on myself earlier and if you dont know all the things in my life that i am having to deal with then I guess it doesnt make alot of since.
I have been at work all evening jordan is at home with mom and the girls. There all sound asleep and hopefully having sweet dreams. For the most part of the night I have been listening to music. Listening to some good christian music has always been able to pick me up.
I havve never really been at a crossroad in life where there are more than 2 decisions to make. i think i am so overwhelmed at the intensity the things in my life are coming at me. I dont even get one thing figured out before im making another. I talked to someone tonight who prayed with me and I was so thankful to have that person reach out and just ask me it I was okay. Of course hering the are you okay and then someone on the other end litterly down may have been a little scary! Either way I am greatful for my dear friend Carmen. I love ya girl!
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