Non Fiction....

This week has been very somber and inconceivable. I will be glad to start a new one. I'm at work tonight, its actually a good thing would have me going insane. At least escaping to work gets my mind off things. Ferlin said that he would be gone this morning and hes still here. This has to be a good sign right, that he wants to get better. Lets just hope.

He said day 14 today. It feels so weird to be counting days again when he was able to say 3 years. I have always looked at setbacks as defeat and failure, that's why I try not to have many.... Maybe i should be looking at this more positively while not focusing on all the things that happened but looking for the good points in the situation.... Nah, that sounds to fictional. The truth is my life may sometimes feel like a good fiction book, but in the end I am placed on the non fiction shelf. My life story is good and bad, failure and successes. In this non fiction book you will find my dreams along with my nightmares, my likes and dislikes. I'm telling ya looking for a publisher, this is going to be a #1 best seller, because looking ahead in my book your fixing to read about an unlikely testimony! I can just feel it.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Believe it!